Fit for life

I admit it i am a big girl. I realized that i need to do something for me. I had a lot of attempts to shed the pounds but it always is a halfway effort. As the start of year 2008, i believe that it's a good push for me to start all over. I think that i did improved mentally of course. Physically, well that is a long way to go. Well, we always hear that success is 1% perspiration and 99% inspiration. I believe that we should motivate ourself more and let it make us work along.

Being obese, i personally believe that it is difficult to face. Well, i use to be a lot thinner...just imagine i am only 53kg and at the moment i am 80kg. People used to say how well i look in a kebaya(tight malay/indonesian dress). All the humiliation that i had to face and also the fact that i am depressed because of it. It's not easy but you should be tough at heart people can say million of things. I try to make myself happy being fat and i start to love i have less attention for the opposite sex which make me uncomfortable all the time and i could walk freely.

By the way, why i wanna lose weight....it is simply because i wanna be fit for life. Having a big body make me feel lazy to walk and move around. Last night, i did a lot of research to various website and i felt motivated to start exercising again. I feel my body is lighter and i am not that lazy to go upstairs to my room. I also eat fruits and have smaller servings for my breakfast, lunch and dinner.

I am not afraid to admit it.Because that is who i really am.... Hopefully i reach my goal to be fit for life.